Zindagi ki Talaash Mein

Jab sasien tham si jati hai
Kyu yeh khamoshi satati hai?
Bhed se tej chalne ki chah mein
Yeh zindagi kyu rulati hai?

Sab se aage chalne ki daud mein
Apno ka saath chuth sa jata hai
Phir jeet ke bhi saali
Yeh tanhai kyu satati hai?

Apne mansube pure karne ki khatir
Apno ko hi andekha kardiya
Apne maksad pure karne ke bad
Sali yeh zindagi hi rulati hai

Shor ke saath jeene ki
Adat si ho gayi hai
Raat mein bhi jaagne ki
Yun zaroorat si ho gai hai

Akele baithke sitaro ko dekhna
Yun jagmagate sitaro mein
Apne betiwe kal ko khojna
Ab toh adaat si ho gayi hai

Kal ki baaton mein jeena
Akhir yeh bhi koi jeena hai
Ujde sapon ko sabdo ki sahi se
Likh kar jala dena hi nasihat hai

Zindagi ki murade puri karna
Yeh bhi ek ulfat hai
Haat aya yeh waqt gawa dena
Yeh bhi ek busdili hai

Apne hi haaton se apni kismat ka
Gala ghot dena
Yeh bhi koi fitrat hai?

Apne hi khayalo mein
ghum sa ho jana
Ankahi woh baato ko
Zuban pe lana

Zindagi se dur jani ki
Wajah khojna
Aur aansu ke boondh ko
Girne na dena

Yeh bhi koi zindagi hai?

I'll be there for you - No Matter What!

I'll be there for you
No matter what happens
No matter how difficult the times are
I'll be there for you

To reassure you, to hold your hands
I'll be there for you
To guide you, to nurture you
I'll be there for you

When you get tired with days work
I'll be there to  cherish you

To bring back that smile when you feel low
I'll be there to give you a helping hand for everything

When you crib & give up
I'll be there to push you to reach that extra mile

When you feel tired & are about to doze off
I'll be there to carry you to the bedroom

I'll be there when you feel cold in winters
 to cover you with the quilt

I'll be there clapping for you when you succeed
& I'll be there to hug you when you fail 2 make it & work out a new way

I'll be there for you Honey Always
No matter What!

The Mysterious Women I Met Last Night

It was a lonely night that day, dark and calm. I was mind fucked with all the work at office, things were pestering my mind and I wanted peace desperately. So I sat down in the balcony staring the amazing full moon shadowed by the dark clouds passing around it. There was something mysterious about that night, the hollowness in the air and weather seemed more chilled than usual nights. I prepared myself a large drink of Jack Daniels and sat on the reclining chair. After few sips I made a joint for myself. I prefer smoking up weed at nights it kinds of chills me out with the enlightening smoke that I release. I took a long drag looked up in the sky and let it out with all my worries of the day to relax. In few minutes I could feel the temperature dropping, the ice cubes were still intact in the drink and it tasted rather more smooth this time. I always preferred having my drinks on the rocks. 

I finished my drink bottoms up, I still felt the thirst of fetching myself one more extra large drink and went inside my apartment. As I was walking towards the my bar, I felt someones presence. I turned around but no one was there. I thought may be its the weed working up on me. I prepared myself one more drink and walked towards my balcony again sipping a little. Before I could reach the balcony I saw a woman dressed in black standing in my living room. I gasped wondering where the hell she came from. She stood there like a mannequin staring at me. She had this amazing silky long hair all the way till her shoulders, a locket hanging in neck going all the way down her cleavage. Her figure unnaturally the perfect one I saw till date. I kept looking at her for a while. I did not realize but I don't know why I started walking towards her. There was something mysterious in those eyes. Those eyes dint seemed normal but at the same time seemed very erotic. I reached close to her. "Who are you?" is all I could ask her. She smiled and gazed her glances over me brought her hands near me and ran them on my hair and messed them up. I asked again "How did you come here?". She dint spoke anything she instead chose to run her fingers down from my head to my face running them gently down my chest. Her cold hands had a seducing touch. I felt shivers running over my spine with the touch. She then took away the glass from my hands and walked across the room. Placed the glass on the study table and sat on it extending her legs on the chair. I stood there just watching her unable to utter a single word. Then she invited me close to her by pointing her fingers towards me. I don't know how but I started walking towards this strange beauty. I reached there and glanced at her. She was wearing those leather boots with high heels which adorned her sexy legs. The moment I reached near the chair placed in front of the study table she pushed aside the table with her feet. And I don't know why I advanced few more steps towards her; right in front of her. She took the glass in her hands and offered me to drink it without saying a word. I gulped the entire drink in one go. 

I looked at her and I felt my thirst was still rising but this time it was not for the drink. This time it was the lust in me that was thirsty. She stood up, there was distance less then an ounce between us. She ran her hands on my chest circling it over my shirt and in one go ripped it off. I didn't knew what to do this wasn't the first time I  was with the woman. I had some amazing times with lots of women but she was indeed special and something was unknowingly strange in her that made me so stiff that I didn't know what to do. I stood their like her slave when she started running her soft cold hands on my bare chest. I could feel her breath hitting on my skin. Those lustful eyes had hypnotized me and those soft tender lips were so inviting that I forgot about all my worries and felt her lips on my chest. She looked up at me and those mesmerizing eyes had bowled me over. I felt like her slave and wanting to me please my master. Waiting for her next instruction like her own puppy. She held my hands and took me towards my bedroom. Once in there she pushed me on the bed and kept her boots on my thighs. She then slowly lowered the zipper of her black jacket which went unnoticed so far by me. She wasn't wearing anything inside. She stood her topless and I adorned her amazing silky hair covering her assets. Her navel looked so sexy on that flat stomach. 

The next day when I woke up I found myself on my bed as if nothing happened. I went across the house looking for that mysterious women but couldn't find her. I reassured myself it was a bad dream or may be the weed kicked in too much. I saw the time I was running late for office. I went in the shower, enjoyed the warm water on my skin but I was not able to remove her from my mind. When I stood in front of the mirror I noticed these two marks on my neck similar to a snake bite. But Snakes don't have such big mouths since the distance between the two points were much bigger. A cold fear gripped me inside my body. Was it not a dream??? I felt this urge of drinking something... what was it? I had water, even smoked a joint early in the morning, gulped the entire bottle of JD but nothing worked. I took the knife and slit my hands and sucked it. 

O yeah! I feel the urge of drinking blood. But now I need YOUR blood. 

Shes a Weirdo - Part 4

“Hey Ms Einstein what’s up with you are following me?” Sid said pointing at her as she was walking towards him. “Excuse me, I am here to browse my section of books, why would I follow you?” saying that she passed by him directly to her books section. “That was a bad line” Sid told himself. Thinking how to start the conversation with this weirdo, he headed towards her. She turned back and asked him “Now who’s following whom?” Sid got muffled with her answer thinking about the answer he started “Well, I was asking about how your submission was?” suddenly her face enlightened and there seemed to be a glow on her face. "It was good, mam was happy!" she said all excited. Even before he could say anything there came one of her class mate "there you are, we thought you got lost somewhere, chal everyone is waiting." she grabbed her hand dragged her to their table in the library. Sid just stood there yet again cursing himself for missing one more opportunity to ask her name. He just turned around to see if she was even looking at him. Sheer disappointment she was already lost in her Biotech studies. 

What a nerd yaar, yeh kaisi ladki hai? She only talks to me if I talk about studies! Bhagwaan why did you made such weirdo's! Sid was thinking while glimpsing at her table which reflected on the glass of the cabinet he was facing, His cell phone beeped.... before he could read it Ms Dave shouted from her Seat "Cell Phones on Silent, Else I will take them in my custody". "Yeah! Right, try doing that!" Sid murmured to himself. It was Lijo, "Dude cum 2 kata fast, hav 2 share a brkng news wid u". Keeping the book back in the rack Sid headed to the Katta. "Anna 1 Milds aur 1 cutting chai pani kam - ab bol" said Sid pulling the broken plastic chair which had no back rest and armrest. Lijo was drinking water from the water jugs kept around the place he gargled and spat on the road. "eew! Abe sale yeh kya kar raha hai... have you forgotten all your American Manners!" Lijo smiled and said, "Dude I just saw couple of people doing this, and found it cool in States I could have never dared to do something like this, but here I feel more like an Indian!" Chotu served two cutting chai's on the table while Lijo came and pulled a chair in front of Sid. "Ho gaya tera Indo American Philosophy? But trust me if any girl from campus sees you doing this Chindigiri you will mess up your chances of dating any." Lijo's  felt as if some one had hit him hard on his balls. "Okay! Won't repeat it ever again, I messaged you to tell the inside news the Freshers Party will be held in couple of days, the theme is PROM night." Lijo said smiling sheepishly. "Must be your Idea, PROM nights are only seen in Hollywood movies, in India people are not cool enough to find a partner, besides the girl boy ratio is always an issue." Sid said inhaling his Milds. "Exactly, so we're are setting a new trend, besides all this there are plenty of girls in the Bio tech class to balance it out, take my advice start hunting for a partner right away!"

Before Lijo could finish off his chai, Sid got up and started walking to campus,"Hey where are you going?" Lijo asked unable to understand what happened to Sid suddenly. "Going after my prey, pay Anna on my end, will you?" saying this Sid threw his remaining Milds and popped out some Tic Tac in his mouth. While Lijo ordered another Chai. Before Sid could enter the campus gate he saw her exiting the campus and walking out on the road. "Hey, there you are!" shouted Sid from a distance, she turned around, looking little shocked "And, tell me you aren't following me Mr." she said while Sid approached him. "Siddharth, everyone calls me Sid" saying that he extended his hands smiling thinking Wow its finally happening I will get to know her name! She too extended her hands and they had a handshake in the middle of the street right outside the college campus. "I am Roxane" she said smiling just for the sake of it. "Are you a christian ?" Sid asked walking along with her. "Nopes, I am a Parsi." Sid gave a look which meant Oh I see! "Well you are the first Parsi girl I have met in my life." Sid said rather feeling happy. "Certainly there are just few close to a lac in India." she said showing her teeth. "Hmm, so you done with your library session today? Going back home?" Sid asked to plan his journey with her. "Yaar, I am hungry wanna munch some Burger wanna join me at Moginis" she asked him. "Why not!" So they entered the Moginis outlet next to the campus. "Bhaiya ek chicken burger dena, what will you have Siddharth?" she asked him while taking out her wallet from her bag. "I just now told you to call me Sid, why you calling me Siddharth, Sid is so short and sweet!" Sid took the conversation to other extreme. "Well, whatever dude, it takes me time to get used to names!" she said settling on the bar stool in the shop. "That's the reason its a small nick name for maximum recall." Sid said laughing. "Very Funny! Now will you order or are you just going to watch me eating my burger" she said taking her burger from the platform. "Hmm, I will have one Black-forest Pastry" paying him a hundred rupee note he settled down. "Sir Chutta nahi hai!" said the shopkeeper giving back him the note. Sid glanced his wallet there were just two notes of 100. He thought of going to Anna and getting the change but how could he leave Roxane alone that time. "Here" Roxane said giving the change to the Shopkeeper. "Now I owe you this Pastry, so at least I can offer you a bite" said Sid offering her the pastry with a new spoon. She took a bite and enjoyed the taste. "There's a little cream left out there" Sid said pointing his finger near her mouth. She just swirled her tongue around the mouth and licked it. "That was pretty Weird!" Sid said. "What?!!! You want me to wipe it off with a paper napkin, why waste paper!"

Now what will happen next ??? Will Sid ask her for the Party? stay tuned :) post your comments

Shes a Weirdo - Part 3

"Oh, Its you I thought it’s someone teasing me" she said looking head up. Few hair strands had shadowed her face; she gently pushed them aside and looked at Sid who still seemed not convinced with her story. "I said sorry yaar! Look I have to complete this journal before 11 a.m." she said and continued doing her work. "Hmm, I thought you were done with your studying when I saw you leaving college last night at 9 pm" Sid said sipping his hot coffee. "Oh, I dint knew you management students keep such close watch on girls!" she fired back at him. "Well, I was getting back to college and saw you leaving the gate that's it!" Sid made his point clear. "Oh so what were you doing in college so late? I don't think you came to visit the Library!" she said drawing some weird looking diagram. "For your information I stay up here in the Hostel, so I was just returning to my room." Sid said which looked very convincing. "Well, I got bored in Library, went home and ended up watching a movie with my roommates." she said drawing and erasing the diagram in her journal. "Oh movies, I hope you didn’t saw anything on Application of Biotechnology" said Sid sipping the last few drops of his coffee. "Shut up Dude! I don't think of studying 24/7 I saw Catch me if you can! It’s a classic" she said filling in few details under the diagram. "Girls watching a classic movie of Tom Hanks. Pretty Weird! “Said Sid taking a close look at the diagram she was making.”Whatever, look I need to complete this, oh my god it’s already 10.50 a.m." she said looking at her watch. “By the way what are you making?” asked Sid playing with the pencil. “It’s a diagram showing metabolism of a human cell.” She explained pointing her finger at the diagram. “Hmmm, it went like a complete bouncer to me” said Sid looking at her. “I got to rush now, see you later!” she said snatching the pencil from Sid’s hands. “Hang on a second, what’s your…” before Sid could say anything she left the canteen running towards her class on the floor above.

“Freak! Man what was I doing for over half an hour I should have at least asked her name” Sid said to himself and hitting on his own head. “Oh, there he is.” Ankit said walking towards the canteen pointing his fingers at Sid. “Kya Boss, Kidar tha tu? Pankaj Sir was asking about you?” Ankit said keeping his bag on the canteen table. “Acha, what was he asking?” Sid said looking at Ankit. “Yahi, ki janab kidar hai, College mein rehkar bhi class nahi ate and all that; Fanta piyega?” Ankit said taking out his wallet from his jeans. Ankit Tiwari was Sid’s classmate. He was a shrewd student, always went in a lot of details especially during presentations. He would ask a lot of questions just to clear his doubts; which used to pop up every 5 minutes in a lecture. Unanimously everyone had kept his name Bimari instead of Tiwari. “Nahi yaar, I just had coffee, by the way have you seen Lijo?” asked Sid, getting up from the chair. “Hmmm, I guess he must have gone down for a smoke. Dude come back by 11.30 we have Revti mam’s lecture.” Instructed Ankit winking at Sid. “Sure, dude I’ll catch you there.” Walking down from 1^st floor where the canteen was situated Sid headed straight to the faculty room which was on ground floor. He headed straight to Pankaj sir’s cubicle. Pankaj was a professor from North India – some place near Patna. He used to teach International Business to students, his funda was simple download the presentations from Google and show them in the class. “Dekhlo, let me know when you are done reading it, I’ll change the slide and if you have any doubt meet me after the lecture” this was his patent line in every lecture.

“Excuse me Sir, Can I speak to you for a while?” enquired Sid tapping at Pankaj Sir’s cubicle. “Aao Sid, Kaha the aaj? Betho Betho, bhai chai wai peoge?” said Pankaj offering him the chair. “Nahi sir, thank you for asking. Sir, last night I was working on the presentation of Revti mam that’s why sone mein late ho gaya, you know na sir hostel mein koi sone hi nahi deta.” Said Sid trying his best to convince Pankaj. “Sir, aaj ki presentation ap please mail kardenge, I’ll study it thoroughly.” “Okay, don’t worry you are a bright student I will do my best!” Pankaj reassured Sid. In his heart Sid knew that Pankaj will never mail him anything because he was too lazy to do anything in fact if Sid himself would search Google he might be able to download the presentation. “Thank you sir” saying that he left the faculty room. “Kidar hai yaar?” Sid called up Lijo. “Katte pe jaldi aa… Revti ka lecture hai baad mein!” Lijo said within few minutes Sid reached the Katta. “Chotu, 1 cream roll aur ek cutting dena; aur Anna ek Milds.” Sid said reaching the Katta. “Dude, Pankaj was...” before Lijo could say anything Sid shot back “I know man, I met him 2 minutes back gave him some Goli.”

“I can’t wait to see my Revti today; I heard she is wearing a Black dress today!” Lijo said sharing the ciggie from Sid. “Abe sale, she’s our faculty usko toh chod de” Sid said smiling. “Chod de! Dude, she’s the reason why I took management, else you know I would have taken Hotel Management.” Lijo said passing the ciggie back to Sid. “I know man, you are also one of the Deewana of Revti just like Bimari” Sid said exhaling his smoke. “Abe yaar, who are you comparing me with, that Chu Bimari, he is a nerd man! What does he knows about women, sex, kamasutra Lijo said munching the cream roll which Sid had ordered. “Yeah, we Indians don’t know much about Kamasutra despite being from this very land and you Desi Videshi bowys know hell lots!” said Sid sarcastically. “It’s because you Indians haven’t opened your minds like we people in the west have done, you are still a virgin while I lost my virginity when I was just 15 yrs old forget all this; till date I haven’t seen a girl in a Bikini in any of the Mumbai Beaches! Grow up you Indians!” Lijo shot back with his Guru Gyan. “Fuck you asshole, you are a lusty animal who fantasizes about his own faculty day in day out” Sid said sipping his tea. “Dude, don’t tell me you never check her out, man whenever she turns around to write on the board, tell me you haven’t heard the chuckles in the classroom, her tight pants and bulging ass are so inviting! I wonder if she might be interested in dating me, she might not be more than 3-4 years elder to us, don’t you think?” asked Lijo and got lost again dreaming about her. In the mean time Sid finished his tea. “Chal, let’s go else your darling mam won’t let us in!” saying that Sid threw his ciggie and popped in few mints.

“Can we come in mam” said Lijo standing by the door leaning half inside the classroom. “Come in Lijo, okay class today we will solve a case study based on the principles of Management.” She said writing Case Study on the board and inserting her pen drive in the computer. Lijo looked at Sid and smiled reminding him about the his talks at the Katta pointing at the whiteboard. “Hey, these Biotech lectures get over by what time?” asked Sid to Bimari who was sitting next to him. “Hmmm I guess may be by 1 p.m.” said Bimari looking suspiciously at Sid. The lecture passed by with everyone solving the case study while Bimari and Lijo eyeing Revti mam and lusting about her in their minds. “Hey dude, I’ll be sleeping after the lunch what’s your plan?” asked Lijo. “Nothing man, I am planning to hit the library, I would prefer a nap there in the Air Conditioners.” Said Sid winking at Lijo. They both went to canteen had their lunch, while Lijo went towards the hostel Sid headed towards the Library.

It was almost 1.30 pm Sid was hoping to see Ms Einstein in the Library. “Today I have to ask her name and get her contact number, I don’t know why but there is something about her that I want to spend more and more time with her” Sid spoke to himself in his mind while heading towards the library. “Ahh, there she is but what are so many other girls doing with her!” Sid spoke to himself once again as he saw her sitting with her classmates doing an assignment.  He headed directly to get his romantic book in the browsing section, while he was searching for a book, she came by too.

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