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How do I look...
I am in my thoughts all the time....
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Fighting my way up to the top...
Why am I doing all this... I give a second thought...
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My journey so far has brought me name and fame....
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But what do I want.... I ask myself all the time
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Peace of Mind...
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No... or is it Academic success???
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No...its not even that... is it the cool times i had....
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No... was it being the good looking me....
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No it wasnt..... or was I trying to make my parents feel proud...
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No it wasnt even this.... or was it changing my looks....
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No... its wasnt this either.... was it enjoying the Bday party...
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The best part about my life is that I just go on doing things....
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Bcz I love the feeling of being at the top...
No matter how much pain it gives me
No matter how alone I feel in this world...
The feeling of being myself is still alive in me...
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Thats the reason I am alive... thats the reason I live life for!!!!
No matter how much pain it gives me
No matter how alone I feel in this world...
The feeling of being myself is still alive in me...
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Thats the reason I am alive... thats the reason I live life for!!!!